Almost Lover

She once used to date...meeting people amongst the World!

And she again went for it...!

"Still I'm walking within...reaching up the meeting point. Quite undressed and totally naked - allways in that fucking mental way...She found her feet leading her in that deep end world...In love and hate!...In lies that stand between..."

She met that guy, she nodded well enough to pretend she was ok...neither she was"I was forced by an unexplained inside self-power to pretend...and pretend...and pretend! And somehow I felt well, warm and calm! Really weird feelings...but, who can regret that fancy feeling?...guess not even you..."

And again she had to speak, to nod, to laugh and lie for that nice time of hers...

"Really tried to feel what he was giving! But not! In that comfortable couch I just stopped to nod, to feel and to pretend! For an instance I just wished for death to catch me first! I just wished that when I'd turn my head to the other side I would face Him...The One...and, yeahhh !, I once wished that tis fucking wish could happen! I only thought that the stupid feelings had dissapeared just forever..."

And she was feeling guilty for betraying, lying,hiding and pretending!

"She again turned her face to the wall...She was trying to hide her tears...She again tried to lie! She didn't care about the others...she was afraid of herself...she was afraid of the morning glipse at her cracked mirror...She couldn't evern stare at her shattered soul..."

The only thing that she'd wish for was to leave....and walk all night long with her naked feet burning on the pavement...and with her footprings turning those stones in sparkling ice...
She could only wish she had her Almost Lover...
She could only walk by his side...
They could listen to that melody...

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images...
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick!

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me...

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do...

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images...
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images...

No!

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me...

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do...

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind...
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine!

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do...

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