Here

And I'm still here...
Waiting for thorns to scatter my soul...
My body full of piercings, each and every hole covered with skinny flesh...

And I'm still here...
Waiting for you to purchase my broken hopes..
Loving you was never worthy at all, loving you was a pain in the heart..

And I'm still here...
Covering my pain with laugh and drink!
Covering my soul, unable to protect it...

And I'm still here...
Hanging from a tree, waiting for it's brach to cut...
Waiting for the fall...

Of a star...of a dream...

And I'm still here...

But you are not...

(**She speaks the words that I can hear**)